Ever since the beginning of my hiatus, I've been getting better, but recently I've been falling back into my depression. A few days ago I got this awful physical/emotional depression that just started breaking me down. It was really weird and all I could do was huddle into my bed and just mope there. I took too much of one of my meds and I literally tripped balls in my dreams, it was scary shit. When my boyfriend came over recently, all I could do was mope around and feel like nothing. I've been having triggers nonstop and its bothering me so badly i can't take it, but I'm resisting the best i can. I feel as thought my whole psychological make up is all screwed up. If you want to know where I went on hiatus feel free to note me about it, I'll tell you, just not that comfortable telling people out in public. But my mood is improving because I am actually taking my meds correctly at the right times. All should be good soon again.

If some of you didn't know, most of you probably don't, but I have a new fellah. My first local boyfriend, he is making me happy, but my depression almost made me do a 180 on my feelings toward him and made me think a relationship wasn't the best thing right now. Almost every other weekend I've been going to a horse farm with him, not really doing much though since I fear horses and I'm lazy. But we are getting along well, we have our little rough spots like everyone should.

As for art goes, I've slowly been getting more and more into the groove of things again. This means that I'll be uploading art more often. I've just been really lazy scanning things because, well, look at me, I'm lazy. I promise I'll get more pictures up than just reference sheets. If you guys feel like it I'll post the pictures I drew over my hiatus like last time. I'm still taking commissions, and at your own risk you can ask for trades. I only say that because my half will either suck or never happen :c but you guys kind of like my art so what ever.

Since my hiatus, legally I'm not aloud to go back to school. So over the past few weeks I've been getting tutored by two of my teachers from school. Its a lot more stress free than actually going to school. I finished the book Their Eyes Were Watching God, I have to say it was great, I suggest reading it. But this will hopefully let me pass, since I was out of school for so long that I might have to stay back. School has been stressful for me this year, and its nice to wrap it up with some easy work.

As for smaller, less meaningful updates, I'm going to get my permit soon. Even though I'm afraid of driving. I'm hoping to have some plans this summer with my online friends, hopefully everything can go accordingly. Soon I'm going to enter Shanks and a new character into Enter Void, since I might not have much else to do this summer. This finally concludes the broadcast of my journal.